Now Southwold and Reydon have their own local radio station , staffed by volunteers , who I think are only broadcasting for a few hours a day at the moment .
http://www.blythvalleycommunityradio.co.uk/
I have lots of cd's , and if I had confidence and an attractive voice and not a tendency to stutter . . . never mind .
Charlotte at the monthly library booksale was inviting visitors to request tracks for her to email to the station : All she got was one person saying 'Anything except Michael Jackson' !
One book I got , that I hope to read , is the autobiography of ( the actor ) Christopher Lee ( Dracula ) .
I like to think of myself as gentlemanly , and patient and tolerant within reason , which I think I normally am .
However I have the capacity to occasionally act rashly , to terminate things , not wanting to feel a fool but potentially being one .
Why ? Because I'm a psychologically wounded person , as a few of us are .
I'm not feeling suicidal at all , but if , on a few past occasions , I'd had a gun I seriously may have terminated myself .
I don't know ( it still seems odd to write don't instead of do'nt , as it makes sense to me that the apostrophe should be after the word , but , as I said , blame Steiner Education for not putting me right ) , but yes , it's potentially worrying that I may on occasions feel irresistably impelled to suddenly and finally terminate things if hurts of the past seem to be being recreated .
On the other hand , I'm not stupid .
I hope this will appear on this 'blog , as my earlier version of it seems to have vanished .
you are a good friend and im honoured to know you. sometimes life doesn't seem fair. I know I've experiened this in the past. just a matter of taking a day at a time x